Probably walk away and pretend the conversation never happened. It was a light jab, but you hoped that your message got through. Sometimes we cant get to you in time, doll. He put both of his hands on either side of your thighs. You loved him, and because you loved him, you wanted him to be happy. Your contacts had came out hours ago, your huge square shaped glasses were now resting on your nose. Take him up on the offer to be target practice? He's also your best friend. Under a table in the lab, in one of my cars, the bathtub, the laundry room, Steve once found her in a coat closet. My hiatus is over, I'm gonna try to write . You were the one person she was counting on most at the moment and you failed her. After an awful past, you enlist in the military and try to escape. Bucky was wrong. Lets do this! Shes not dead. Tony stopped walking and lifted an arm in the direction of where you laid; sleeping. You waited a moment before standing up, your eyes trained on Tony. I just dont feel good enough, Bucky, I cant help it, you couldnt stop crying, your throat was hoarse and sweat had run into your crying eyes and made them burn. Like you said, you cant even remember the last time someone got you flowers. Why had that happened? | 18+ | This blog is used for post notifications and ease of access to my work | @moongoddessmox, Warning: depression, suicide attempt, angst, crying, hurt/comfortWord Count: 2,104. Y/Ns mission so far had never required much interaction with the young nuclear weapons entrepreneur she was tracking. He had raised a curious eyebrow and decided to stay hidden, watch the things fold out. Work Search: Shes a brunette, she used to have long hair but she cut it to her shoulders a couple months ago. Your heart felt as if it had been ripped out of your chest. Steve had told you that you were going to get someone on the team killed because of the workplace dysfunction. Its okay. Steve said. You didnt speak during breakfast, you only picked at the eggs Clint had made you. At least thats what they decided once the pestering and nagging and bouncing had stopped. You thought it made him look unhinged. 'You are just a reminder of everything you did to me! You remembered Steve had read you in on it in the first place because he planned to force you to do this with Bucky. Shes funny too, a bit odd but I think he likes that. You only laughed, but he could hear it hit you. But when the two of you grew closer, the awkwardness slowly melting away, and he loosened up around you, those moments became lesser but didnt disappear. You reached out for Tonys hand and squeezed it tightly. It was from Steve, and you barely got past reading his name before you, 2:35 pm Unfazed by the prejudiced god, she answered You believe you deserve a better guard than me. Cmon, wake up! Sam cringed and covered his face with his pillow more, pressing it against his face to try to make the noise stop. It was rare to have everybody home for a meal. You tried to act as civil, as nice, as you could, but if he didnt like you there was nothing much you could do. He had a spare bed, and insisted that he could use the help and company in helping Bucky adjust. Bucky rolled his eyes and huffed, he was in no mood for games. Bucky kissed you again and grinned widely when he pulled away, only to push you back until you were lying across the table and crawl on top of you, sending whatever it was that you were working on before, crashing to the floor. Boston, huh? Tony looked out the window, the city was waking up and cars and people were starting to fill the streets. The Avengers were in and out most of the day, so they ate at their own time. I can't believe he got away!". a couple days after the bombing in vienna, her friend and coworker, sharon carter, a Bucky made a bet with Steve that he would have a girlfriend before their trip back home to Brooklyn. Steve talked about him all the time, and you were so desperate to finally meet him. Is she good enough for him?, Tony nodded his head, smiling softly at you. I'm sorry . Although it was rare to see the moon in NYC, especially when you lived right smack in the middle of it. Whatever you say.. instantly realising why bucky was so concerned. His cheekiness, of course had made a comeback. Bucky smiled at the sight of you, you looked so innocent and Bucky couldnt wait to hold you close to him during the night. You threw your head back and huffed, moving your arms to swing lazily by your sides. The knocking started again just as you unlocked the door. 6:00 pm A part of you longing to see them all again, but another part of you knowing it would only hurt to see them again. His next words were low and harsh, and they cut you deep, his eyes as sharp as ice. What problems did they have, were they suicidal? He had liked Y/N for a long time. Bucky walked out of the briefing room and your jaw dropped for a split second. She nodded for you to go on. A moment of silence passed and before Tony could stalk off to his lab for the night, Bucky asked him one last question. ! Bucky yelled through the halls of the Avengers compound. I know its been tough but, you made it out alive.. "Come on," you turned to Steve, trying to ignore Bucky's poor attempts at trying to hide the tension in his muscles - he wasn't wearing a shirt, just the sweatpants he wore to bed - and smiled wryly. One day when you and Steve were training he mentioned an idea to you. I flirt and he chuckles what sounds like a sigh of relief as he walks into the kitchen, "I can say the same, doll." Maybe it was the way the whole city was sparkling and dazzling in lights and reflections. He was different, not exactly the man he used to be, but not the brainwashed assassin either. When Steve brings home a stray he could not have forseen how the reader would change not only his life but that of his best friend. Nat had caught on to your crush and always tried to find ways to push the two of you together. Well, who the hell is she? Steve shifted her plans slightly and Bucky was not glad that they now included him. Sam groaned into his pillow, he was glad his face was being covered or else the bright overhead light of his room would certainly cause pain to his sleep filled eyes. You were on the top of a tall building. Because I think theres something odd about the way youre acting., Odd? He scoffed and tried to smile but it came out a grimace. With your eyes still shut, you tilted your head up until you could feel the sun on your skin. His hobby seemed to be: what can I do to piss Y/N off today? He had changed a lot over his time spent at the Avengers tower with the rest of the team; in a good way of course. This time his pace wasnt as fast and his strides werent as long. Do you want me to help you? Wanda offered and you know what she meant. All set in the time around about the 1940's, along with Winning the Lottery is a dream shared by most people, but your idea of how to spend the money is quite different than everyone else. A/N: This request is from @aavengingbucky. You could feel the cold air fill your lungs as the events of the past few days played before your eyes. You couldnt shake the feeling of your chest tightening, it was like a pressurized chamber that was ready to release steam. Bitch Im Madonna! The two of you froze and turned to look at each other from across the room, you both pointed one finger at the other and shouted it as loud as you could before unfreezing and getting back to dancing. Your date was horrible, youre locked out of your apartment, and the rain soaked through your dress. Well I didnt know that! You lied, skipping your step a little. So, spill it, Capn.. I got my internship. You paused, biting the corner of your lip and leaning back on your heels as you hovered the tops of your feet in the air. Ultron laughed seeing a Stark in pain. I shake my head with a smirk. The only response he received was a glare from you before you exited the room. However the second you laid eyes on him its like your whole world stopped and your outgoing personality came to halt. Maybe you had been too harsh when you judged the small town as soon as you had moved in. However You love Steve! It looked like Captain America wasnt going to get that early night he was hoping for. You changed. Don't pretend that you don't want me. The end was very, meh, because I started to feel better so its just thrown together. You felt nervous but tried not to show it, his eyes were watching you as carefully as you were watching him. Bucky cut you off, -Marcus Whitaker. Did they have people who loved them, or were they alone? Tell him, if it wasnt for him, I wouldnt be where I am right now. He was exhausted, he stood in the elevator with Steve after a hard mission. Please dont come any closer, you cried, slipping your hand up the edge of the roof until only your fingertips held you in place. We gon do this all night long! So when Bucky seemed to finally get what was bothering you, Steve nodded to himself, pleased with the way things went. Well, where are you off to this time?, You took the final sip of your latte and smirked. oneshots steverogers buckybarnesxreader +7 more # 7 Y/N can always count on Bucky to turn a disappointing evening around. Steve Rogers never had a close relationship with his little sister, and divorced parents and a ten year age gap didn't help that relationship. You rushed to the windows and quickly propped open three in a row, ushering the smoke outside. bucky and reader are friends but there may be more? Well,afterhe managed to convince his friend to actually move in with him in the first place. Art approached you with his lunchbox in his hands. Because if it wasnt for him I wouldve never met the people I did and I wouldve never been as happy as I am now. When was the last time you properly spent your Fall?. Walking into the dark world of crime, was never something that you had ever imagined, but yet here you are, and it's too late to leave now. and its just general fluff and humor? I could doallof this before Steve or anyone else could stop me.. Thats what she likes to be called.. He scanned you from head to toe in a way he would assess an enemy and leaned forward, forcing you to back away slightly. Perhaps that's why you ended up with Bucky Barnes, you didn't care about what he did in his tragically sad past and you certainly brought a sense of positivity to his life. Not in the least of the sense. Bucky looked down at you and sighed, pressing a kiss to your forehead and making his way towards the elevators with you still curled up in his arms. There is always hope as long as you hold on. Im stupid, but not that stupid.. He had changed a lot over his time spent at the Avengers tower with the rest of the team; in a good way of course. Well, Im not moving to Manhattan, but Im moving to Brooklyn with Kendall, we got an apartment and its shitty but its exciting and-. ". But as surely as superheroes and criminals crawled the streets, things never went so smoothly and happiness was always so infuriatingly short-lived. She grew up on a lie, was ripped away from her home, and put into a malicious system that shattered her identity. It was a final statement, I think shes going to hurt herself. Bucky sobbed, swallowing hard trying to contain himself but he couldnt. A worried line was evident on his forehead. Normally the whole tower was always loud, something was always happening and messes were constantly being made. You missed him. Beg for you to stop. Youturnedyour head back towards Scott and looked up withsparkling brighteyes and a soft smile. You and Bucky would be leaving for the hotel where the nuclear weapons CEO was having a conference soon. What were thinking? You know where to find me if you need anything.. Youd watch TV or play a game, sometimes you would just find an excuse to hang around the gym while he would work out. I'll do better; I'll be more agreeable!" It was no use though. Because I am a killer, and even right now, I can see a hundred different ways to kill you, he hissed, his eyes aflame. Standing at the other end of the roof, watching with wide, terrified eyes as you hung from the ledge. Bucky allowed himself to trail his eyes up and down your legs one time, he swallowed thickly again when he looked back up at your face. At first it hurt, and some days I felt like I was drowning in pain and regret, and that the waves of emotions never seemed to stop. Steve took a chance - he thought nothing could go wrong. Im having fun, and my new family is a bit odd and silly, but thats okay. ! He finally spun around to look at you. Oh, and Pietros back-, Wait, what? You couldnt help the look of shock pass over your face, you leaned forward slightly, eager to hear more. It had only been you, him and Bruce home that morning as everyone else was on missions, running errands or out of town. Little Steve will be there too along with the reader. Tags: @xxchexchickxx@ You thought about everything youd be leaving behind, Buckys face appeared in your thoughts and you sobbed for him. You had a couple hair ties on your wrist but nothing jewerly wise. Your throat ran dry but you forced a confident smile on your face. Sams got himself a new girl, her names likeuhHaley? You could see them, you were so close. Love you all bunches! Request: @georginator-3000Hello, I might have depression so could you please do a Bucky X Reader imagine where Bucky tries to do everything he can (request not to die at the end please) thanks. I hope you like it. Well someone was doing laundry at 3:00am - speaking of the demonic hour, Clint thinks she might be possessed. Tony started to head back down the hallway and Bucky followed with you. Say that our love ain't water under the bridge. You took a deep breath after you did so; happy the outside air was able to clear out the smell of chemicals from your nose completely. Bucky turns around with the carton of eggnog in his hand, his eyes going wide as he watches you down the glass of pure rum. Bucky caught sight of someone laying on the floor of the dark hallway and seemed taken aback when he realized it was you. Blue eyes and brown tied back hair, all completed by an amazing jawline, shit! Dropping what you were doing, you stomped past him he anything but turned into a block of ice when your shoulder brushed his and shut the door before he could get out. The rush of electricity and heat that rushed throughout your entire body made a shiver snake down your spin. The super-soldier could barely breathe, one text from you sent him into a panic and he was worried for your safety. You had no feelings for him. Thank you for reading. Y/N, youve both had your chance. What if he got hurt? With Bucky it was different. He could only beg. Step two; Scott. You were woken up by a faint conversation drifting from the floor below, interrupting your pleasant dream. The door dinged as they reached their floor and just before the doors opened, Steve chuckled. Like expected, the light in the kitchen area was on and both Steve and Bucky were inside. I dont know, hahah, youll understand it when you read it I guess. His blue eyes darker than normal, and the plates of his metal arm shifting as he clenched his fist. Steve looked alarmed and stood up, placing his arms around the other man and bringing him into a tender hug. You stared down at your injury, your tank top lifted up and resting on the top of the white bandage that was wrapped several times around your stomach. Bucky chuckled slightly, Not in a very long time.. Mommy, Im scared! The little girls voice cracked and a sickening cough escaped her little lips. Im not joking! Natasha sat up quickly with a mischievous grin on her face. He quickly gets up onto his feet and makes his way over, so that he can wrap his arms around you tightly. However, Clint wasnt watching where he was swinging his elbow and knocked over a half gallon of milk, it tipped over by the edge of your bowl and milk started consuming your previously bare cereal. Pitchers of different types of drinks, including a couple coffee pots, were jugged down within minutes. Will your love for one another survive? You walked past her, back towards your kitchen, all while scrolling through her notes. Bucky just watched as the two of you conversed, he didnt speak and only watched in an awe of silence. Three minutes passed and you were singing a completely different genre of song. Steve, this is not what I had planned! Bucky sighed as he ran his fingers through his long hair. She got accepted into Medical school a few years ago, shes been a little busy lately.. Go drink a large cup of calm the fuck down., 20. You sat for a moment, taking in the cool breeze at that height. Remember? Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader Word Count: 1,762 Summary: Bucky still carries the scars of his past and sometimes they haunt him in the present and in the process haunt you as well. Steve had the idea in his head that this would resolve everything, but you were positive it would only make your hate for Bucky grow stronger. A/N: I'm back! The man instructs Bucky. Maybe it was because the sun was gone and the moon came out. Warnings: None! It's what we call ourselves, sort of like a team. Tell me about her. You asked quietly, your coffee being set down in front of you. Lets move our bodies! You stuck your hands in the air as high as they could go and pointed your hands out like a ostrichs face while you did a low lunge with one of your legs. Why?, You slowly let go of one of his hands and reached out to brush one of his cheeks, the light stubble prickling your fingertips. She had been bugging you to just let her get in your head and help with the pain for a while now. Your gaze remained fixed over his shoulder, seeming far away to him. Pain that numbed your soul and kept your mind blank as Bucky navigated you where you needed to be. Note: I have serious problems. Not this time. His eyes narrowed further and you stood up on your heels for a second before falling flat back against them. Completed bucky buckyxreader hockeyau +5 more # 7 Mine by Mrs. Winchester 256K 6.3K 33 You love Steve! And for those celebrating the Fourth on Monday, have an amazing day and be safe, dont like get in the way of a firework or set your hair on fire. You didnt even know if the Avengers knew you wore glasses, they never saw you wear them after all. See, he whispered so low, you felt his words against your lips instead of hearing them. Why are they doing this, why wont they help us? The boy yelled over the crashes and explosions. You flickered your eyes up at Steve but quickly went back to the man you had heard about, and seen pictures of, but never met in person. But then again all is fair in love and war right? What do you want? Clint kept walking down the long hallway, nodding at people who said hello to him as he passed. At 9am you were given food to stop talking. You had been through a lot and had lost even more but for some reason, being on the quinjet with the remainder of the Avengers, made you feel content. Oh my goodness gracious, Steven Grant Rogers, I have the biggest most bestest news!. You? This time it was your turn to roll your eyes and you placed your hands on your hips. No one ever let you live it down, how could you do this to us? You refused him because you knew that he was having a fight with Pepper and only wanted to make her jealous, but also because you had an eye for someone else. [(!!TW!! You dont know me at all.. Daily updates. ! Sam shouted into his pillow but it was muffled enough to not wake anyone else near Sams room. im awful to you. and shes like i would never let anyone die. You looked back over at Bucky and flashed a smile, your eyes dancing with excitement which made Bucky smile. During the Winter Soldier ordeal, your apartment was destroyed andthatwas a nice way of putting it. 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